I'm especially affectionate at the moment.
I'm experiencing an itch
on that part of my back that I can't reach...
I want to snuggle next to another's mind.
Lay naked next to someone's thoughts that are just as bare.
However, I'm not afforded this luxury.
Taking deep breaths,
I remember that I cannot be led by it.
Though I could intentionally seek out a man of whom to spend all of this pent up emotional energy on...
...it would be unfair.
An injustice committed to all involved.
...because none of them...are him.
The him that I really want.
The mind that I desire.
The warmth that I miss.